S0RRY F0R N0T UPDATiNG AS MUCH AS i SHOULD...BUT N0 ONE C0MMENTS!!

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Oh, don't worry about her. she's always in love with someone who doesn't love her back. she always gets heart broken, so she's fine. by now, she's used  to it.

if you were busy being glad && cheering people
who are sad, although your heart may ache a bit..you soon forget to notice it.
--F0RG0T WHERE i G0T iT FR0M BUT iTS N0T MINE!!--

i want to be someones last call  of  the night
...&&   their  first   thought  in   the  morning
i want the hugs that you never let go of
&  the stolen  kisses that are the sweetest
but *most  importantly*.. i  just want to know
someone would want 2 consider me theirs.

Life doesnt hurt until ..you think about how much things have
c h a n g e d..who you l.o.s.t  along the way..&how much it was all your fault.

God will never put you in a situation you cant handle,
But you can definitly put your self  in a situation you cant handle.__Juelz Santana

More soon...!!

Ay erry1 sorry i havent updated---well dis is gunna be a BIG post....so get ready!

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I have been waiting for this moment my whole life, and now i dont know what to do.

You look at me and say "wow she is the one that got away",....i look at you and say "you're the one that let me go."

As she tries not to cry, tears fill her eyes.

I'm not letting go, i've just stopped holding on, and i'm slowly drifting away...like he did.

It's amazing how someone can break your heart, yet you still love them with all the little pieces

Love is not being happy when you are together-love is being happy when you are apart.

It's always useful to know where a friend-and-relation is, whether you want him or whether you don't.-Winnie the Pooh

Everytime you call i smile not because of what you say but because you take the time to say it.

You love him, He loves you, You never want to part. but you have to be true. Never did want to break his heart. but it will be done, always want to be with him so what went wrong. Was it you or was it him. You'll find out one day.

Love..its such a complex thing, some people spend their whole lives searching, they think they have it but come to find it had all been a lie...i thought this was true until the day i met you.

The truth is, I gave my heart away a long time ago, all of it, and I never really got it back." - Sweet Home Alabama

Every passing moment is another chance to turn it all around"- Vanilla Sky

Yesterday is history......Tomorrow is a mystery.. but Today is a gift, thats why its called the PRESENT.

More soon!

The only boy that deserves you is the one who thinks he doesn't.

I don't understand anything anymore..you made me feel horrible when you said all those things, but I still have feelings for you..it's crazy right?

The cruelist words in the english language....goodbye...

You keep trying so hard to be
everything your not, you will
miss everything you were meant to be.

he doesnt realize i'm even there, i
don't think he ever knew how much i
truly cared.... i guess the sayings true -
hearts are bro///ken -->> E V E R Y day

I'm trying to convince myself that
you're not the one for me
but the more i think, the less
i believe it and the more i want you
here with me

as you grow you learn new things, mostly by
experience, and one thing u will NEVER forget
is how much a guy can hurt you

I'm tired of waiting
Depending on dreams
To help me through
Every endless night
I need something real...

Nothing. Nothing is wrong, and asking me is against the rules. Crying is against the rules. I'm strong, and I won't let them break me...

i wake up everyday, put on
my best outfit, wear the best
makeup && perfume for a boy
who hasn't even noticed me yet

It's so hard to move on when all i did was sit there and wait.

Perhaps the cruelest words in the English language: "can we just be friends?"

Of course we can be friends! We'll be the type of friends that hate each other, What are those called again? Oh yeah, Enimies.

The worst part about cheating isnt that you did it, its telling the person that you love you did.

I would rather have the heartbreak of me leaving you....than have the pain of you cheating on me.

"Pain is inevitable. suffering is optional." -M. kathleen casey

It broke to pieces when you went away, Now I look at the sky for that brighter day, I crossed the line I know that so, but tell me why you had to go?

True friends are like diamonds, they are precious and rare. but false friends like autumn leaves are found everywhere.

It's like walking up stairs in the dark and you think theres one more, but your foot just falls through air...that feeling you get, you feel constantly when you're in love and a few minutes deffinitely wont shake it off.

Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, what I did, and Most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room tonight and never feeling about anyone ever agian the way I feel when I'm with you. (Baby,Dirty Dancing)

Crying is when you know your in Love. You cry becuz you are afraid to lose them and can't imagine your life with out them. And you cry becuz your with them and they are apart of your life.

I wish there was a fairytale that turned into my life
So I could kiss Prince Charming man and be his princess wife

I used
to think
I was
in love
with him,
But that must
have been
a different
him, or maybe
a different me.

Go up to anyone and ask them about their first love.....ask them how they feel about them now....i bet they still love them, in some way, shape, or form.

If you've ever lost someone very important to you, then you already know how it feels, and if you haven't, you cannot possibly imagine it -Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events

First loves are never really over. -How to Deal

My heart was like a locked room, i hid the key for someone to find. You found it unlocked it... and forgot to close it behind you when you left.

"feel your heart, it breaks within your chest now. try to get some sleep now, sleeps not coming easy for a while, child."

the brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all.

Its Better To Be Living In Ur Own World Than to Be Living In a World Full Of Fakes.

I cannot go back to yesterday cause i was a different person then.

Why is he the only one I think about all day and all night? Why is it when i close my eyes I see his beautiful smile? Why do I always stare when he walks by? When will he realize that without him i'm dying inside?

This time I really thought that it was different. I really thought that you cared. Who was I to think that you were serious with the words you said. How stupid can I be? I really don't understand why I cant just let you go. When I already know that you and me will never be. I should just let you go but whenever I think I am over you, you come around. Then all the feelings that I thought were done just come rushing back. And I am back to were I started thinking about you all the time and you want to know the worst part about it I even dream about you. Why cant I get you out of my mind. I wish I could just hate you but I cant because I absolutely adore you.

dear god,
i know youve got other huge thing to deal. but could i ask you one favor?
tonight could you make me not feel?
not feel anything just for one night, i wanna know what its like when everythings alright.

People tell me to hold on, but my arms are getting tired.

Tell me why you’re lonely.
I’m right here.
Tell me why those tears fall.
(cause) I’m right here.
Show me how I can help.
I’m right here.
Show me what is making you sad.
I’ m right here.
You know I care.
You know I’d do anything.
So tell me why you’re lonely...
Because I’m always here.

what was I meant to live for? I walk down the hall with two of my best friends on each side of me. A guy and a girl. I love them both like hell. I look to the gurl on the left. And I think this is a girl I can gossip with, this is a girl I who will always be my friend. This is a girl I can talk to about my guy friend when I think about him. I truly love this girl. I look to the guy on the right and I think I love him a little more, though I don't think he knows it. I wish he would love me the same as I love him. When I look at him I think this is a guy I can say anything to, who I can trust, who will always be friend, This is a guy who just likes keeping it real. I love how sweet and kind he is. I love listening to the silences when we talk on the phone. Oh how I miss those silences. I love laughing when he kills the conversations. You could say that the conversation was going to die in about 5 seconds and he would say less than that. I truly love this guy. These are 2 very special people in my life. When I look at these 2 people, I now know why I was meant to live. Now we continue to walk down these halls together and I am left with one question: I wonder what if I were to walk these halls alone?

Thank you... Thank you for being an older sister Thank you for being a coach Thank you for being a kid Thank you for always being there Thank you for the countless laughs Thank you for the unfogettable car rides Thank you for trusting me Thank you for pushing me to do my best Thank you for having faith in me Thank you so much!


So one last touch and then you'll go
& we'll pretend that it meant something
so much more. But it was vile & it was
cheap & you are beautiful but
you don’t mean a thing to me.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. - Nelson Mandela from the movie "coach Carter"